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Thu, Sep. 15th, 2005, 10:54 pm
Being a Senior Sucks, I have no classes with my friends. I do see carly price alot though in school. I am offically dating michael klinge :-) I miss the way me and steve used to be and its killing me that josh isnt here steve and josh no matter what happens, I love you guys so much. fries at lunch are an extra 25 cents, bullshit. we dont have a senior bonfire, we dont have a senior week. therefore, im pissed. homecome is next week - oh shit. I smell drama?
Wed, Aug. 31st, 2005, 09:04 pm
I miss josh Sun, Jul. 17th, 2005, 11:54 am
Fair
Alright so the Fair has been all week, last night was the last night. Pretty weird night I tell ya. Picked up Nick, on our way there we saw Mike Klinge, and Truj, just like sitting there in the middle of the road(uhhhh!?!?) So Nick and I went to the mall, we saw Liz there she had like 300 dollars on her so she bought nick earings. Left went to Steve's house. Naimark, Steve, Josh, Mike, Dahls Cousin(I Think) and Nick and I were there. They smoked, Steve, Nick, and I went to the Fair. Nick didnt want to pay to get in so he left? who knows where he went. Steve and I went in, watched some bands, left got cigs, and hot boxed my car. Came back to the fair, chilled. Dropped Garrett, Benji and Steve off. Talked to Mike on the Phone, that kid lol. Toodles.
Wed, Jul. 13th, 2005, 01:56 am
Drama
Alright so Ive come to the conclusion that drama loves me. It seems this whole summer drama has followed me everywhere. All I want is to enjoy summer and not worry about people being pissed off or upset by my actions. The summer started off with the whole Tarkington issue. He told me he still liked me which was the shit back then cause I still liked him. But I should have known he only wanted sexual favors. The day before he left we cuddled together and kinda had sex, yes I staci have sex. Which sucks now because i havent gotten my period. BUT staci uses condums, i think its just all this stress. But moving on, so he left, yea the 1st couple days it sucked cause i missed him but then I came to the conclusion that I dont need him. I started to realize my summer has been alot better with out him around. Which is kinda mean of me to say, but a girls gotta be honest. Here comes the confusing part. Josh, Steve and Mike. Boy oh Boy, it seems ill never be able to figure this shit out. Im just falling apart and it sucks, because usually im a happy person and try not to let things get to me but it happens. Josh, he loves me soo much, and to know all I do is hurt him sucks, i dont do it on purpose but my actions blow toward him. hes my best friend and i know he wants more from me, but right now i just cant give that to him. I know with him it would be a long term relationship. Thats something I would be willing to do in the future but right now I have my eyes set on other things. I care so much about josh and I love him to death but not the way he wishes. I want to thank Josh for ALWAYS being there for me. Now to Steve, alright we alll know me and steve have had a thing for each other since like fucking 9th grade. It goes back and forth. last summer me and him almost went out but he fucked me over. then he regretted it and wanted me back but i didnt want him back. then I wanted him back, etc etc etc. the story goes on forever. Steve and I dont always getting along but we care alot for each other. We always seem to be jealous of someone else likes us or if we think we kinda like someone else. Weird Huh? your probably thinking why dont you two date, well, when he likes me i like someone else, or when i like him he says hes over me. Its really confusing. There was a time period there were all i did was hurt him, once again, i didnt mean too. you try to make everyone happy but your really just hurting everyone. im a bully :-/ a few people think im playing with there minds, i honestly i am not playing with there minds, its just no one really understands what im trying to do. I have no control of myself. I like other people make decisions for me. I dont follow my heart. I cant anymore, I have no idea what i want. I just want everyone to be happy. So how about me and Steve kissed 2 times this summer. Before he left for camp which was just a quick kiss and a make out session when we got back from idlewild park. the 1st kiss was just to see how we felt, and at the time for me, i really didnt feel anything for steve, 2nd time it was just an goodbye kiss nothing like, OMG I LOVE YOU!@#*@#()$ so then there mr. sunshine mike klinge. I must say ive had my eye on him for a while. that lil school crush on him. just never said anything. so then i told him how i felt, and it comes to happen that he feels the same, he liked me since DECEMBER! do you believe that!? I never would have known. Yea me and mike kissed in his car, it was the cutest thing ever, EVER. it was nothing pushed to happen, he held my hand to comfort me. must say that was the cutest kiss ive ever had. I pretty much see mike everyday. im just afraid to hurt one of the 3 on who ever i pick. i want them all but i cant. for a long time there i was thinking mike was the better choice because, steve and josh was best friends, i dont want me to break up or borther their friendship. i told steve i liked mike, and he stopped talking to me for a week. but now we started talking again so its all cool. boys boys boys. i just want to be happy, and not be alone anymore. but I dont know who i want. I hope like a sign happens to help me pick whom i want. Last, Stacy king, has mad beef with me, i dont want to deal with it, i just want to get along with everyone and enjoy myself and not have to deal with just stupid bullshit. she told bomba not to listen to me because all i do it lie, and im not trustworthy, excuse me stacy you dont know me or anything about me really, you just hear things, you also hear the worst of things, i know im not the best person to like because i never know what i want but its just not me all the time. its takes 2. i was texting josh truj today, and i got a message back that was VERY unlike him. and he said it wasnt him, which i figured but it made me so upset. Garrett told me he was with stacy king cause there goin to steves camp which i was supposed to go too but im not anymore because i dont want to deal with her drama. LET ME LIVE IN PEACE! so its most likely 90% her. I just really really really dont understand, why shes starting this. I need sleep. G*Night.
Sat, Jun. 18th, 2005, 10:28 am
SUMMER!
So its finally summer! We got out of school last thursday, so weve been out for only one week but man it feels like weve been out for alot longer. Ive been spending alot of time with Steve, Josh, Mike, Nick, Kevin, Fardo, Benji etc. Dub V people. Ill hang out with Graham, Josh, John and them here and there, but Josh left for texas yesturday :-/ So you know...anyway. I have no idea whats going with us because one day he goes staci ive liked you the whole time and cuddles with me then the next hes avoiding me then he goes back to saying staci dont date anyone when im in texas? IM JUST SO CONFUSED!?! But moving on. Josh Trujillio broke his hand yesturday punching a hole in the wall. I still dont know why he punched it for, but i do know it deals with "BOB" the evil man. I dont know how a man that has a sticker that says Give kids hugs not drugs is so mean! Steves aunt barb is coming up with JULIA!!!!!!!!!!! I love her, shes soo cute! I get to go to a baseball game with them too! weeee its going to be fun fun fun!(@#$&(@#% Man I kinda hope I can go on vaction with lindsey. that would be so awesome. a week on the beach chilling with lindsey and her cousin. cuttttttttttte. I just dont know people. Everyone is telling me to hook up with Mike Klinge. Hes a cute kid but I dunno? He told me he likes me ALOT. but there is also steven and joshua. i dunno, i just need a vaction, a break from this whole huge mess! Summer Goals: Loose 10lbs Get Tan Get A New Look Find a Boyfriend Have a KICK ASS Summer
Mon, May. 16th, 2005, 08:01 pm
So how about Saturday was the NA semi. It was fun for most of the night intill Josh dumped me. Oh yay! Not...Man I felt like such a retard, I mean yea its only been 2 months but it was different. Ive known him for a while and I found out hes always had a little crush for me. To be honest I was always attracted to him, but was held back because I was dating Ryan. Josh left for Texas in the begining of the summer but came back around Christmas, and on my Birthday we ment and had an awesome talk and smoked as well. Smoking weed a new fad of mine. Who would have thought. But anyway he dumped me cause he said we were two different people. Josh is a blunt kid and would tell me if he didnt like me. I still want a relationship with him so bad. I dont know how to play my cards. I knew with ryan I was fighting a battle I couldnt win, but with Josh im not giving up. It took me all this time to find someone & I found someone that makes me happy and never sad, and gives me the goosebumps everytime I see or talk to him. He texted me like 29457235 times the night he dumped me and called me and today at school he texted me asking How I was. and now he just texted me stateing he got drug tested. I dont know whats going to happen to him. I wanted to tell him so much, how I felt, I wanted to know how he felt. I still think it was John's doing....but who knows? Bring Josh back to me. Anyway Im going out with Nikki tonight after work, we shall see how that works.
Wed, Apr. 20th, 2005, 08:56 pm
Well, I havent updated in a very very long time, lets see here? I got a new boyfriend believe it or not. Josh Tarkington, who would have guessed. Since like one year ago I hated that kid cause he always tryed to make me and ryan break up but heyyyy I learned ryan is an asshole and dates ugly emo red heads, but anyway? So We've been dating for almost 2 months, its pretty rad. This has to be the most different relationship ever. I must say im kinda scared he will cheat on me, and cheating is never a cool thing. Cause I view his past ones and he has cheated on them and then i look when he came back from texas and he hasnt cheated. Maybe that whole Texas thing changed his life? whom knows. Hes my baby and im very lucky to be dating him since i hear hes wanted by many women. I hope we will last for a while :) How about me and steve started talking again and thats awesome cause hes my best guy friend ever and i love the kid to death. yea i know what happened there? ever since josh trujillio was taken away i kinda went into a shelter zone. I miss josh sooo much, he was always there for me, and no matter how much of an idiot i was he never judged me. god i miss him. I went to go visit him the other day and i have to say i cryed the whole hour i was there to visit him. It felt so right to see him. he looked so different though, much thinner and more built. looked like he could kick some ass. i seriously thought josh forgot about me, but he told me he wrote me a letter everyday he was gone (remind you of the notebook) that just made me go from kinda crying to like pouring. i love that kid, hes like so badass looking but hes the biggest sweetheart. but i must say hes an idiot because him and steve got caught with weed. those dorks
Tue, Jan. 18th, 2005, 07:38 pm
Havent updated in like forever....I miss livejournal. Tue, Oct. 5th, 2004, 02:42 pm
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Fri, Oct. 1st, 2004, 02:33 pm
Finally its Friday :) Let I tell the about thy day.. 1st Walked around the school, helped this lady out for HC, awe she was 2 cute 2nd German Part 2 Test, Yeaaaaaa I didnt do to well on that I found out some kid in my class is too scared to talk to me lol 3rd Sat there, day dreamed, and made fun of Steve you know the usually 4th Watched a Movie and chatted with Tony about other schools HC, im excited yet scared..eek! 5th Lunch...I ate food, Yay? Chatted with the sexy Travis, wooo hes a hott babe ;) hahahaha 6th I did my homework for once for that class, *does dance* Took notes...my hand is dead :( 7th YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I presented my poster, it rocked my socks 8th Gym....Evil Class 9th Did another damn boring project, i swear she thinks were stupid or something...Jordan is next to me, Hes a cool bean, he knows how to work that bod. Is Jordan going to the football game? Jordan, "I do not...Yes" Lovely answer from the hansome(doesnt the word remind you of Hanson?) Jordan. More news I think Andrew Kaiser should go to HC..dont you? Causeeeeeeeee I think he should....How about Jordan isnt going to HC...what a loser ;) Some kid keeps listening to country music, and im scared...He sits like a couple seats down from me, I think hes from Georgia? FOOTBALL GAME TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!! 5-0 INDIANS......WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! NA HC TOMORROW, IM SOO FUCKING SDKLJGFBPSDJIGBFSDKJFSBDJIGB PUMPED!!! The Jordan Section Thats so fucking awesome...yes ladies and jets, Jordan is a god? Ugh, Damn the PSSA Word of the Week.....Matter of the Fact, Fuck Mr. McCurry...hes a fudgepacker and a half
Thu, Sep. 30th, 2004, 02:38 pm
Hello my name is staci and its the classic update time! well I dont have much to say other than Im going tanning today cause NA HC is very very very soon! Ed and I arent divorcing :) Im on my 4th child now with him. The farm is also doing very well EXCEPT our puppy died :'((inside joke) bell is gunna ring sooon sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooo Im leaving, tootaloo
Last weekend was different. Friday, went to the mall with Steve and people? Jess and Carol Lynn drove me home...lol that was fun yet scary @ the same time. Saturday went to Peteys party. Chilled with Dave, Gilby, Lindsey, Jason, Molter and Petey the whole time. I never knew I knew Peteys sister! What else? Um Sunday chilled with Ryan. I forgot my skateboard so we just sat there and beat eachother up and talked and crap. I finally got the rest of my HC shit, woo woo! The NA HC is very very soon, like 3.5 days away. EEE!! I gunna get all purrrtyed up! and my hair did ;) Ummmmm Jordan is right next to me, and hes UNCOOL, I think he feels threated CAUSE I CAN KICK HIS ASS IN CAR RACING. Damn Straight! Jordan, "Lets Race!" O its on biaaatch! How about ben greene is telling people that he saw my tits? WTF?!??! Im gunna kick his arse! dawg. Well it seems Carly is gunna go to HC with Josh, thats cute, those 2 were gunna be party poopers and not go! OoooOooO Were gunna dance the night away. My butt is bright red from tanning yesturday, thats right staci ramaglia kushner went tanning..dun dun dun. I need to get rid of a tan line that I got from das summer. Yea Football game on friday, whos gunna be there? I AM! thats all for now fokes, jordan and I are gunna go have some hott steamy sex! ta ta 81% in English, I NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK.....O I rule 8)
Fri, Sep. 24th, 2004, 02:08 pm
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAa, Its Friday! I was gunna skip today but it ended up being the most awesomest day ever! 1st Slept..zZz 2nd Watched a Movie & Chatted with Eddd d d d, Tyler & Richhhhh 3rd Math teacher went missing, Just talked to Cory, Steve and Erica (I know) the whole time. Did I mention we got dounuts? 4th Made Waffles, Fucking Hell yea!! Tony said im the waffle Queen 0:) 5th Texted People...Nothing Special 6th Finished our Social Studies Project 7th BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST CLASS EVER!! LMAO LMAO! All I gotta say it was soo funny!! 8th Sat there 9th Sat there too Im tired, This weekend will rock! ;) I think Ed and I are gunna get married lol
Tue, Sep. 21st, 2004, 02:28 pm
Well gang im just sitting here in computer publications...just got done with the days work, arent I a good student? Lemme tell you happy fokes about my day..
1st
Did the usual routine with me klein, didnt have that much to do...Sat there and talked about japan and how they are going to take over the world. Josh walked in from court..he stayed and talked to us cool cats.
2nd
Learned about Verbs, Sang a song like a hippy would do..Neato? Why does Tyler think I get abused?!?!?!
3rd
I was actually smart today in Math, Im proud of myself :) BUT of course I had to help out with dumb dumb Payne
4th
Watched the teacher make food...of course I had to be starving for food
5th
All I have to say is Carol Lynn over dosed on caffine mints...I had 2 and man those things are NASTY but do indeed give you TONS of energy.
6th
I was hyper from those mints so I was singing songs..Poor Lindsey I think I scared her? I think I scared my teacher too, I was like I gotta peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and he just stared @ me...dont blame the man.
7th
I was soo outta it...Blurry Memory
8th
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAA, Haley and I worked that 100 yard! ;)
Vesh thinks I should have 8 babies with Ed dd d d d
9th
B o R e D <--Pretty :)
Well since there is a rumor going around that I am going out with Nate, hahhaa I dunno how this shiz gets started, I took his hat to feel more closer to him
>>IM NOT GOING OUT WITH NATE<< 4 all you rumor telling people.
Did I mention, Steve fucking Payne let me borrow his Hoodie? WHOA! The kid NEVER takes it off..
Since when did Brandon Hoffman like me?!?!? Sun, Sep. 19th, 2004, 08:46 pm
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